The Quitting Smoking Chronicles: Part III

Work

It took less than fifteen minutes but i wanted to kill all of my co-workers almost immediately..... why might you ask? well because we are all some tongue in cheek, sarcastic ass mother fuckers, alright so we dont really fuck mothers (at least i hope not), but yeah we are all very sarcastic, i think i threatened half of them within ten minutes, though P3 deserved it, saying he was thinking of becoming a laker fan, come on, no blazer fan, true fan that is, ever, EVER says that..........

actually though i have to say work went pretty well, the beginning of the day was the toughest, but my customers were pretty mellow, i had one lady freak out on me later in the day, but i actually kept myself in check for the most part, she wrote a nasty comment card about me, and i went through the proper proceedings for that, but you know what, if you walk up to someone and they just immediately start yelling at you, you know you are not going to win that one........ its funny though, some of my co-workers have been known to hand out comment cards with customers they like, but i do not do that, the funny thing is though, people never think of a comment card when they are given good service, for the amount of happy and pleased customers ive had, i have not once had a positive comment card, people just dont think about it, instead they walk away with a smile on their face....... but i digress

really today has been alright, really craved one this morning, and then after work i REALLY REALLY wanted one, thought about it quite a bit while driving past the convenience stores, but my resolve has been good, i really do want to quit, i can feel the physical effects, but its nothing i cant handle, and it is eerily similar to how i felt the last few days while sick, although i am still fighting that a little bit.......

another thing i did at work, and i will continue this, but on my break, which is the hardest time while quitting, cuz um, what did i do on my breaks? smoke the living fucking hell outta some cigarettes, well, we are doing this whole being healthy by walking thing for the month of may, so i picked up one of those pedometers and walked .66 miles on my break, that can only be a good thing.......

so really i have come into a lot of good things through this, i mean, i am changing my lifestyle for the better it aint easy, im not out of it yet, but hopefully i will get a donation from someone, and play my Elder Scrolls IV, just nerd it up and rock out....... thanks for reading, i will update more as it pops up!!!!