The Quitting Smoking Chronicles: Part II

so its been four hours since my last smoke, i know i know, only four hours, but this shit sets in pretty quick, right now it isnt so much not having had a cigarette, my mind is trying to play tricks on me, because it knows i dont even HAVE any cigarettes, i was in freddy's bout an hour ago and caught myself looking at the prices, to which i said to myself, no, not gonna do it....... anyways im starting to feel the onset of it already, a big help will be sleeping tonight, eight hours (appx) without in a rough time, that will be good, but even driving around i have noticed a slight shortening of the temper, but i guess nothing unusual, but yes the cravings are there, BUT i also have been researching some video games, found one that is hours long, so essentially taking up a great deal of time, and i rewarded myself for my quitting by getting that game, its a role playing game, the kind i love, so it should be fun, anyways that is my reward and will also be my foil, and then once i feel better, exercise will also be a foil, especially with the nice weather, walks and such will be quite good......... funny story, after having gone to five different stores to find this freakin game (yes, five, but hey its super good, super long, and half the price of a normal 'new' ps3 game, so its worth it, okay? see see im getting testy already, even with my so-called 'audience'.........) im driving home, sitting at the red light on 15th at Killingsworth, there is this little boy draped over the back seat of this minivan, just totally zoning out on my left turn signal, meanwhile i was making a face at him hoping he would notice, well, eventually he did, so he and i had a nice little face wars battle, then he turned away, which was good, cuz i was running out of funny faces.........

last but not least, if anyone out there is willing to donate any weed to my Quitting Smoking Marathon, my charity is accepting donations, eases the pain and gives my psychological side something to smoke....... alright, wait for tomorrow, it should be an exciting adventure, i am returning to work, where my habits have been smoking, it is going to be a really tough half day, but i am up for the challenge, i will post more tomorrow afternoon........................