laid up

sickness sickness! wowsers mcbowsers i was fucking sick, holy hell that was kinda crazy, five days of fever and imploding sinuses, not fun in 80 degree weather........ needless to say i layed or sat around for five days eating barely nothing, finally returned to work today and was just fatigued, craziness, anyways, lately thoughts of my mind have been overpopulated by one word in particular....... resonate............ i feel for the first time in a long time i have found another person that i truly resonate with...... so far i barely know this person, but at the same time, they just kind of make sense, i dont know what to make of it all yet, but as they are a fairly new figure in my life i will say this........ i feel so strongly about this resonation that i know i want this person to be in my life for a very long time....... in what capacity, who, especially me, is to say, i will not speculate, guess, hope, wish, perpetuate or anything else in between, the truth is that right now i have no idea, all i know is i dont want them to go away, simply because of the resonation that i feel...... it is very interesting, most people i listen to or talk to or hang out with and i am always trying to figure them out, i am awkward myself around others, as such i am simply trying to figure out where they are coming from, this person though, i have clarity of vision, even without really knowing them, they just make sense, they resonate with me...........