wowsers...... im bored.....

as all holy fuck today, i took the day off cuz i was so fucking exhausted (maybe it has something to do with the seven hours of sleep i got combined over back to back nights, hmmmmmm, ill have to look into that), and so i spent some of the day sleeping, getting coffee, just generally chillin, and now im just bored as fuck, i dont even know what to do with myself, there are some folks i would like to hang out with but neither of them are getting back to me at the moment, one of them, well, im not really sure why he hasnt, guess he is busy, and the other one, wellllll, i dunno, i guess i have spent a lot of time with her already this week, but i have the most fun with her, but im not surprised i never heard back from her, she is sorta a free spirit, not the kind of person who likes to spend too much time with one person, and very independant at the same time........ hmmmmmm........ not to mention money is limited for me, this always seems to really dwindle the old options huh? and with the more money ive been spending on gas lately, money is certainly tight......... oh well i will just spill my lamentations out on my blog that no one reads anyways, which is no big deal because sometimes i dont know if i want anyone to read what i write in the first place, i dont really have too much goin on which means i really dont have a lot to say, once again normally i might just write someone i know and let them know all these random thoughts bouncin round my head, but once again she is the same person i have spent quite a bit of time with already this week, too bad for her im addicted, but its all good i have also learned not to bug her too much, heh that is when she tucks tail and runs for a bit.............. i wish i had more hobbies, but sometimes reading and writing is not enough, and somedays nothing sounds appealing to me to begin with......... so it goes. at least my week has been pretty stellar, good things happening after all the fucking turbulence i felt last week, much tension has been washed away and allowed my brain to quiet down to a certain degree........... which is nice, i have been on this mental emotional rollercoaster for quite some time now so it is kind of nice to have gotten some confirmation on some things, yippee, and in such a good fancy way too....... oh well, it is what it is, guess i will just find something to do, thanks for not reading! heh heh heh