what a....

shit fucking weekend, i am in a really fucking bad mood today, this weekend has just sucked, nothing has seemed to go right, fucking goddamn bikes blocking access to downtown, making me look like a bad friend, that really pisses me off, just fucking ahhhhhhhhgggggghhhhhhh, im seriously in a pissed off mood, and nothing seems like it will alleviate that, i hate it when things dont go my way, sure i know that makes me sound like a baby but it just really pisses me off, i dont even know how to explain it im just really frickin angry at the world and everyone right now, and i just want to hide for the next month, i dont want to hang out with anyone or talk to anyone or see anyone, im just pissed off and bored outta my mind and sick of the computer and movies and feeling like i have the plague or something, god fucking dammit, sometimes i just want a lil love and attention too, im only fucking human after all, but instead im just pissed off at the world, fuck everyone, this week started out great and then just went to fuckin shit, its times like these that i just get so frustrated and hate my fucking life, its times like these that i start thinking really bad thoughts, all i want to do is sleep til fucking tuesday and then just ignore everyone and everything, actually i just want to run away and disappear never to return, leave everything behind and just get the fuck outta here forever, fuck