well well well, in lieu of certain events in my life, i have realized that i must make my online self more wary and more private..... as such i decided to get a blog page, mainly because i want my myspace account to be only for people i consider true friends, not the random acquaintances that often times fill up our friends list, but at the same time dont want random people to be able to view my blog, and let me tell you the blog privacy settings on myspace are fuckin shite
yeah so anyways, just wanted a place to write and those that want to read can...... now for some of my friends, blogging reveals amazing adventures, new things, and new experiences that capture our rapture (like that?) because they really are so foreign, that and we miss our friend and want to know about his crazy adventures........ my life is not so crazy (or actually, maybe it is just in a different way.......) so i do not promise daring adventures in the woods or anything (heh heh) but i am just going to lay down my thoughts and opinions
like the last week was a rollercoaster of hatred (palin), elation (getting my fucking car back from that bitch), and a slight bit of depression (ahhh the start of the rainy season). but all in all i have a good outlook on life and the future in general as i am starting to see the pieces fall into place..... its a nice place to be right now, though i am impatient for better times that are surely coming..... i guess that is one of my main goals right now is to practice patience, or at least try a lot more than i have, it requires my conscience to take on a more active role in my brain and not let my desires get the better of this...... trust me, i am a lot more neurotic than i let on to be, or maybe not, i can never perceive how i present myself to others in the first place........... but needless to say the wheels are moving and i am excited to see where they take me, right now, im just trying to lay low, go to work, do my thing and spend as little money as possible (which can be very hard).........
yeah thats all for the first post, pretty fucking introspective, then again, i am high right now........
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